Comment here with your name and I'll tell you something I adore (or at least mildly like) about you. Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal.
Comment with a @3@ and I'll: 1. Tell you why I friended you. (You can comment even if you're not my friend on LJ) 2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc. 3. Tell you something I like about you. 4. Tell you a memory I have of you. 5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you. 6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours. 7. In return, you must post this in your LJ~
Seems like fun so.. post comments away or ask or.. something! Woo hoo!
1. Leave me a casual comment of no particular significance, like a lyric to your current favorite song, your favorite kind of sandwich, or maybe your favorite game. Any remark, meaningless or not. 2. I will respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better. 3. Update your LJ with the answers to the questions. 4. Include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in your own post. 5. When others respond with a desultory comment, you will ask them five questions.
So my birthday has officially passed. Over here anyway, it's still ongoing in some other places but let's not be nitpicky.
Ho ha! I'm pretty happy, that was a gift from my classmate. A beautiful bouquet! I'm extremely happy today though, compared to the last few birthdays I've had.. I told myself that nothing would get me down today, and I am feeling pretty happy. :)
I think I still have a lot of growing up to do, even after leaving my teens. It's funny but I do feel like 20 is another big step. But hey, I am happy.
To all those who wished me, thank you. It means a lot to me you remember. :) It's another year in my life, and I'm 20 now. I've left my teens but hey, things can only get better ;)
And most importantly, as someone once said to me (You know who you are ;) ) Look in the mirror and SMILE!.. Basically, SMILE! :D
Oh my, has it been half a year since I last posted? Indeed, it has. So many things have changed within this period of time, I've almost lost contact with everyone on LJ!
So what's new with me? Oh, not much. In Melbourne at the moment, preparing for university again and working out a few jobs. Melbourne Motorla Spring Fashion Week is coming up and life has been okay, just a little lonely.
Hm, I don't know what I can say.. but as most people were aware, I couldn't make it for Cosfest for this year. I've just been too busy for that and I don't think I'll have enough time, to be honest.
In all honesty, I'm not even sure if I can or want to make it back for EOY. There are a lot of things I want to do at the moment, and sadly Cosplay isn't my highest priority of even amongst them. I will go back to cosplay sometime, just maybe not this year.. and even if I do, it'd probably be in Melbourne.
I suppose, in a way, you can say that I don't want to waste my holidays on Cosplay, when I can be making money and making my life a lot easier. It's, in a way, a smarter decision. But yeah.. that's it for now.
It's true that I absolutely cannot stand living here but...
China is the land of cheap clothes, materials, tailoring, games, food, discs, shoes and everything else. GAH, god give me 10,000RM so I can start a business. You guys want anything? =O Aussie buddies? I'm most likely going to send everything over since I won't be in South East Asia until Cosfest (July)
On another note, not that anyone cares, I'm bored out of my fucking mind here and I love the music for the Suikoden Tactics, Ruins of Obel, Mother Earth Chamber stage. Anyone have any idea what the track is called? =O
I was just going through Facebook.com and Myspace the other day, and I found alot of friends I used to know from high school and all that.. The thing is, sometimes I wonder if I really want to go back to all that. I don't really want to go through a whole lengthy story but sometimes I want to just leave all that behind. I don't want them to remember that person who they used to know in High School.
It's sad but sometimes I wish I could just disappear away from the rest of the world sometime and be reborn as this new person that they could look upto. I don't want to be remembered as a thug, nerd or anything else. Sometimes I think my aspiration to be reach stardom are for all the wrong and selfish reasons.
It's all in the past though. I just hope I can drop it. I just wish to forget it.
People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.
1. I dislike people who hide behind their faith/religion. They could discriminate against someone in the name of religion yet when a set of rules in their religion disadvantages them, they turn against it. 2. I'm actually not very picky about looks when it comes to choosing a lover, as long as they are attractive enough to look at. I'm more interested in personality and intellect. They must be taller though! XD 3. I think people who try to act consistently cute are sometimes a bit childish. It disturbs me. 4. I usually spend at least about 5 minutes in front of the mirror before I leave the house. 5. I'm generally very lazy to do my hair, so sometimes I just don't bother styling it at all. 6. I think people who believe what they hear and refuse to even try forming their own opinion are stupid. 7. I love shopping once in a while. I can't do it all the time, but its great to go shopping once in a while. I don't care whether its guys or girls clothes, as long as I go with someone. 8. I'm addicted to the internet. 9. I used to be a real ugly child and was constantly picked on for it. 10. I think love is over-rated.
So had the Dirge of Cerberus shoot yesterday at koshinaka house. It was kind of fun albeit the fact we started a bit late. I'm hoping to see photos soon, even though I don't really like mine (because my weapon was crushed on the bus down to Singapore~!!).
It's time to say goodbye to Weiss for now though. I don't think I'll be cosplaying him anytime soon for a long time. I already threw the kneepads into the garbage, so if I ever plan to do Weiss again, I'll probably have to remake some armor and the weapon (and do a heck of a better job).
Thanks to the whole team for being some of the coolest guys around. I'm really glad to have got the chance to work with y'all. I hope to be able to work with y'all soon~
As the time draws nearer, I'm feeling a mix of emotions well up inside me.
It's been a year since I've been in Malaysia, it's been about two years and a bit since I've been in South East Asia. I've met some amazing people, had some of the greatest times of my life and on the other hand, I've met some of the most dislikable people, had some sad and painful memories.. but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?
I suppose in a way, another chapter of my life comes to an end. It's not that I'll never come back to South East Asia or I'm never going to see some of you again.. It's just sad that I have to adapt to a new life sometime very soon. It's really funny because when I first decided that I would end up leaving this country, I was really excited. I was going to go back studying and new things would pop up in my life.. but I suppose in exchange for something new, you have to give in something old. It's not really a choice, I suppose.. It's a decision that was made for me and I have to accept it.
I'm going to miss alot of you. In these two years, some of you have given me the most precious memories I could ever have. I thank you all very much for that. I don't believe I would ever give up a single moment for anything else in this world. Haha, it hurts so much to leave this place because it holds such sentimental value for me. I actually do feel very very reluctant to leave. I know I have to but somehow I wish the days would go slower. Its like as the day approaches, the painful feeling in my chest just gets tighter and tighter. I wish I had more time to say "bye for now" to my friends, to spend a little more time with them.
I know I have some unsettled business with some of you, so if you have the time just drop me your address and I'll send you what I need to pass back to you. I really do apologize for causing any inconvenience, but I have been really busy this year with alot of things. I've really learnt so much this year, thanks to all of you, specially thanks to lady_sb.
Hahaha, so little time left.. I really wish I had more time, just to at least be able to see some of you before I go. I really do wish..
*wipes tear* Heh, I thought I'd be used to this by now but seems like I'm not.. it still hurts regardless.
So incase I don't get the chance to see you before I go.. Thank you all so much for being here this year.. From the bottom of my heart with the deepest gratitude, thank you all very much..
To DoC team, and all my other friends who are cosplaying, buck up and let's all kick ass tomorrow~! Ganbatte ne minna~~!! ^^
..On a totally irrelevant topic, I found a performance by the New Japan Philharmonic Orchestra performing 愛のテーマ (Theme of Love) from Final Fantasy 4. It's one of my all time favourite tracks, I love it 8D.
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